Stroke

Swollen Eye

Woke up with a swollen left eye and thought it would be get better but no.... Actually few days ago, I already have slight eye sty infection and Doc prescribed me medicine that he wasn't very confident with (coz I am pregnant). Upon hearing what he said, I doubted him and didn't complete my medication. Hence, my eye got worst and I can't even open my left eye.

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I do not have the mood to blog about Christmas.... My Dad suffered a stroke this morning... I was glad LZdaddy went to do marketing for me and went to work late. As soon as he got home from market, I went over to my parents' house, leaving LZ with him.

As soon as I went over, the ambulance was there. I couldn't help but burst into tears upon seeing my dad.... I hold his hand and assured him everything gonna be ok. He can't move his left side of his body... I wanted to follow him on the ambulance but my mom doesn't allow me to.

The whole day went by with me holding on to the tissue and cleaning my eye, feeling frustrated. I made many calls and waited for calls.... Kept in touch with my Mom to find out update on my dad and from the hospital. Sis couldn't make it to the hospital till afternoon and I have to liaise with the hospital through phone. My mom can't really speak English and she panic and not sure how to handle it. The staffs must be thinking it is so unfillial of me not to be there. I couldn't care to explain my situation.....

I wanted so much to be there with them but I know I will have a hard time coz with LZ around, I have to constantly keep an eye on them. Everyone told me not to go hospital.... I can't go coz no one was helping me to look after LZ. My babies... They are so sensible at this time, they left me alone and played on their own, only to ask me once in a while how is gonggong doing.

This post seems like a mess.... I am not sure if I did write clearly what happen... Dad, I know you will be ok..